The scariest moment is always just before you start.
– Stephen King
Today Bast is hoping to interview Lilly Clark, the mother of Trish who was interviewed last week. Trish avoids the limelight but Trish promised she would persuade her mother to show up for a brief interview. Bast and Trish have been exchanging texts on the progress Trish has made getting mom to come to the interview.
Note: Trish and Lilly Clark are the main characters in “Unfinished Business” one of the 13 stories in Beyond the Tripping Point (Blue Denim Press, 2012).
Bast’s I-phone buzzes.
Text from Trish: Mom’s coming. See u in 5.
Five minutes later, Trish and Lilly enter the room.
Bast (extends his hand): Bast Overture. Good to meet you Lilly. Have a seat.
Lilly (remains standing): I prefer to stand. And Trish has to stay.
Bast: Hm. Okay, but the interview is with you.
Lilly: I understand. Trish is only here for moral support.
Bast (leans over the table and turns on the recorder): Okay. But feel free to sit down if you wish.
Lilly (points to the recorder): What is that? I don’t want you recording any of this. What are you going to do with it? You’re not going to put it online are you?
Bast: Very well. (He hits the power off button). Now, Lilly, tell me something about your background. You grew up in Toronto, in the east end?
Bast: Did you have any siblings? I’m asking because your daughter mentioned she wanted to know about your background?
Lilly: Well, she already knows now. I had no brothers and sisters just my parents.
Bast: Sounds like you wish you had a sibling?
Lilly (shrugs): I don’t know.
Bast: Do you think if you had a brother for instance that things would have been different when you were 12?
Lilly: I don’t want to talk about it.
Trish interrupts: Mom, you said you would. And remember what the therapist said – it is part of your heeling. Sorry, Bast. I’ll keep quiet.
Lilly: Very well. I think I’ll sit down now. (She sits down and so does Bast). Maybe a big brother would have helped. Maybe with a big brother that awful er “thing” wouldn’t have happened.
Bast: Do you want to talk about that awful thing?
Lilly: Not really.
Trish interrupts again: That would be telling the reader. Oops sorry. I’ll shut up.
Lilly: Yes, the reader does have a sort of intimate relationship with me when he or she reads my story, so spinning it out in my story for the reader I guess is okay. But I can’t talk about it in an interview.
Bast: Fine. So, let’s talk about the after effects. You moved around the US and Canada a lot. Can you explain why?
Lilly: Well, obviously because of what happened. But in therapy I’m learning that I was acting “normally” for someone in my position. I was trying to block out, run away from what happened because if I could block it out then maybe it never happened. But it isn’t like that at all. It followed me around and I had to return to Toronto. My parents were both dead by now and Trish was turning 12 and I kept thinking what if something like that happened to her?
Bast: And you had to confront this because your demon showed up? How did this affect you?
Lilly: I think it scared me but it also shook me up. No way was that creep going to hurt Trish. So I faced him and I think in doing so, I started to get it out of my system.
Bast: Sort of mother protecting the cub?
Lilly: Of course. A mother will do what she has to do for her child even though she won’t…won’t do it for herself. (She starts crying). Sorry.
Bast: That’s okay. One more question. And I’m going to apologize ahead of time, but I have to ask. Do you forgive your parents for not being there for you?
Lilly stares right at Bast. No. Never. (She stands up.) Come on Trish. We are out of here.
You can read more about Trish Clark and her mother Lilly Clark in Beyond the Tripping Point (Blue Denim Press, 2012). Click on the book at the top and it takes you to my profile – including book reviews – at www.amazon.com. The book is available there in print and Kindle. For Kobo e-book go to http://www.chapters.indigo.ca/books/search/?keywords=Beyond%20the%20Tripping%20Point or go to any bricks and mortar store and order in a print copy.
Sharon A. Crawford will be taking Beyond the Tripping Point to several readings and even using it in a workshop she will be teaching with Brian Henry – all September events. For Sharon A.’s September 2013 gigs, go to http://www.samcraw.com/Articles/BeyondtheTrippingPoint.html
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