
My Muse?
My muse has been busy this week. Early in the morning, she appears in the last dream before I wake and she appears with answers, suggestions to the story I’m rewriting.I don’t actually see her or hear her. It is more a short scene showing the story scenario I have been struggling with, and leaving me waking up with an answer of what to write. You see, the more I rewrote the story, the more I questioned something in the plot. Most of the questioning was under the “does it make sense?” category or the “have I got the police procedure right?’
It is a mystery at a crime scene and there is some police procedure there. But the main character is a civilian who wants answers and is determined to get them. because of who the victim is. So police procedure has to be correct, but it is seen from somebody not really familiar with it. And my character is a fat eccentric senior So the story is not just a mystery, but it has humor, satire.
I did my research and have explicit info from a police sergeant who is involved in investigating homicides. So I’ve been going over what he emailed me to fact check with what I’ve written. And that necessitated some changes and a follow-up email concerning the large binders police now use for interviews of all things. And he caught something else I had in the question wording – where witnesses and suspects are taken for more questioning.
So, like I said before, every time I made a change, another necessary one would pop up.
This story has a submission deadline of a week from now and a maximum word count. So those factor in with writing time and story changes.
So I’ve been lucky with my active Muse. And sitting down at my computer every day and rewriting. And resenting time I have to do other things.
It is only now that I have figured out how my Muse is working. Each day and each evening I mull over what needs to be changed to work in my story and it gets pushed into my unconscious when I get distracted. And I do get distracted a lot – problems coming at me to solve, health issues, other writing and editing stuff, phone calls, computer problems, errands, etc. When I finally get to bed and get some sleep I have to go through several sleep cycles first and several unremembered dreams to get to the point when my Muse can get through. And she has and I am grateful for that and also for her timing – last dream before I get up.
Now if my Muse would only help me solve all the other annoying problems I have to deal with.
Any day I would much rather do something creative – like write or take photos or in the summer garden then deal with what I call negative problems shoved at me from what I call outside. I can create enough chaos without any help from others.
So, the lesson learned is – when the Muse strikes, WRITE!
How does your Muse work? Do you have a Muse? Do you listen to your Muse?
Cheers.
Sharon A Crawford
riter/Editor/Writing Instructor
Author of the Beyond mystery novel series.